This morning I had a curious vision quest. My intention was to cut through the heart of all the nonsense of modern manifesting and old magick dogma, especially when it comes to manifesting an SP (special or specific person) and the new quantum manifesting model. I wanted to find out about how it truly works.
I did a 10 minute session with a 10 minute shaman drum track on, from youtube. I sat on my lounge lounger in a “Raja Yoga” type pose – aka crossed legged and as still and straight as i could hold.
I declared my intention in the brief intro then let the quest unfold.
In my vision quest, I saw a Disney like castle on a hill – it was at first unclear if it was a picture in a book or a scene i was in, or both. Finally I was in the scene heading towards the castle.
Here I got talking briefly to a cartoon rabbit and/or mouse.
After this I was led into the castle by a real looking cat, but he was cheeky and felt like “Salem” the disgruntled cat from the original 1990s / early 2000s “Sabrina the Teenage Witch Tv series.” The cat led me down a spiral staircase into the depths of the dungeons of the castle. Now is where the castle became very much like a Terry Pratchett’s DiscWorld location or a Harry Potter type Hogwarts dungeon.
As i realised and looked round the location, I saw the cat transform into Loki (yes he looked like the form of the Marvel Loki). I teased him that he keeps trying to appear in my vision quests lately like a jealous stalker. He threw an apple at me and told me to think fast – playfully.
Then Loki showed me piles of books and explained that manifestation, especially in the real quantum model, was like the piles of books or audiobooks. They are complete but we experience them linearly as well as complete. IE I can hold a book in its complete form or download a finished audio book. But I have to read or listen through it via the time and turning of each page or minute etc.
This is when he added to this and showed me a pile of books by Jane Austen and another pile by Charles Dickens (i think these piles were among many piles and scattered messes of books etc). He then said the observer or creator was like an author. Jane Austen has many books she’s written and they’re all similar yet different. The variety of experiences and possibilities are countless yet limited by the constraints of the book or the story etc. Same with Charles Dickens. One book is a ghost story at Christmas, another is kitchen sink drama about mutual connections etc etc.
At this point Loki turned me round to a regency styled writing desk where an open unfinished book was. This was a book i am writing now – a reality i am writing now. He led me over and sat me down.
It was at this point me and Loki were having a discussion. I pointed out that yes I get it, but at some point someone has to sit down and painstakingly write and edit and produce the book, the film etc. Loki kind of conceded the point but then demonstrated that this is where the 3D is different to the 4D or 5D (the time realm and the quantum realm).
As i sat at the book and desk, I went to grab the quill and start writing the unfinished quarter to tenth of the book of this SP manifestation. But Loki stopped me and got me to place a hand on the empty page and a hand on the quill. He told me to see and feel the end I want with my SP in imagination (like Neville Goddard teaches or like DR Joe Dispenza teaches).
I did this. I saw and felt the engagement ring on my finger and the excitement or even natural contented state of being engaged to my SP. (I am keeping this as general as possible for privacy of myself and others in my life).
Then Loki demonstrated how it works in the quantum (but translated in symbols etc my personal mind relates to). This was a load of golden eggs with wings that flew round like Snitches in Harry Potter quidditch games. I think they represented typical Grimm’s brother’s fairytales or Northern – Western European folk lore of treasures or they were a way my mind mixes magical with quantum particles or probabilities etc. He told me i could do that psychic thing where i lay hands on each egg and feel which is the end i want, or i could do the quicker way which was to lay my hands out as if getting a gift. Then the right egg would magnetically come to me.
He had me do it as he demonstrated the principle. As the egg landed on my hands, it became like the Kinder Egg surprise in the centre of the chocolate. It cracked or popped open to reveal a symbol or figurine of the end -I can’t recall what it was in this case.
As the call back part of the drum track played, Loki got me to see the book was now complete and ending on a paragraph that basically said “Engaged and pregnant”. Followed by the last page saying end of vol 1.
As a fiction author and screenwriter, and non fiction esoteric content producer looking to turn it into a full time money earning dream career, the symbols and metaphors in this quest made perfect sense to me and were the best way to teach me theory and experiential knowledge of highly complex and new ideas.
My call to action from vision quest was to write this up as a blog post after doing some research and writing it in my journal. This is how you know a successful supernatural and metaphysical encounter. A. the quest doesn’t stick to what your everyday mind or imagination expects or could conjure up. B. a call to action is there, even if non-action is the action. C. it uses your language, conscious or subconscious or unconscious, to convey the teaching in the best way possible. IE i am British and of the modern age so Loki from marvel as the trickster is plausible and the best way. D. it is clear it is both a subjective experience in the deeper imagination as well as an objective experience. Meaning the spirits and archetypes have a life of their own and existence beyond just our minds. This idea and interpretation in modern mass sold Law of assumption and their understanding of all is mind or the observer effect in quantum physics is infantile and misunderstood. Its not just your mind and dead symbols and a cute imaginal experience all to serve just you or your manifestation. Loki is a real entity outside of my imagination. The locations are a real dream scape somewhere in the astral realms. The only subjective thing is how my experience occurs and how Loki communicates through me and my experience.
Its a bit surreal for the logical mind to grasp but its easy to understand when experiencing it in these altered states. This is where the animistic model stems from for shamans and magicians – occultists – since the dawn of time.
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