What happens when the manifesting and spiritual trends are not what you experience? Especially “no one but self affecting one’s reality?”
Tuesday (16th May 2023), as I was going about my normal routines and creative work, I became stuck. When I stepped back, I noticed how I felt a force was stopping me until I took note of something bugging me, deep in my core. As I pinned it, I discovered I was mostly on my right path, but still in that unfocused stage.
In my case, a mix up of primary life calling with how it should be expressed and the full expanse of my life’s work. I could actually sense a literal as well as a metaphorical difference when I was speeding down my direct road vs when I was veering off.
I thought writing and media production was the primary work, and the metaphysical was the secondary expression. My morning’s meditation showed how It was the opposite way round. But, how do I start and recalibrate? As soon as I asked, ideas came fast.
This experience, for me, confirmed that yes we are guided by unseen forces. This could be our full god selves, or whatever people call it. It disproved to me all the content out there that cherry pick various New Thought authors and content. Preaching everything is solely and purely from a super “mind as only causality” law; aka there is nothing but our consciousness directing us.
I will come back to this topic more and explore. I want to keep these short and simple, like a truth burst.

